mendystar1

Marianas Trench. <3

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Painting on Canvas by mendystar1, literature

It's time by mendystar1, literature

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It's time

It's time to bring to light the problems we tried so hard to hide It's time to admit to the wrongs and to remember the rights and it's time for the regretters to stop regretting and for the haters to stop hating "It's a dangerous place out there" they said but it's only dangerous because we made it to be We filled society with ideals things they need to be bringing people to their weakest state And we try we try to rid of our ways but not enough Not enough

Come back to me by mendystar1, literature

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Come back to me

It hurts when I see a picture of you because a picture isn't enough it can't contain your beauty not an ounce of what you're worth Videos are better, they show you living breathing laughing the way you were the way you stared at me as you whispered our 'always' how the quiet never seemed so loud how my heart hurt every time I thought of you I wish I can paint you, the way you appear to me so you can see your beauty and all you're worth If only I could bring the stars together and spell your name so everyone would know how much you mean to me To have you with me for one more day To hear your voice see the tears in your

Regrets by mendystar1, literature

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Regrets

I sometimes feel like I've picked the wrong path. Like I should have taken a right instead of a left or I should have went forward instead of back One by one, these regrets start piling up. And keep piling until I can no longer breathe no longer see till all I see is darkness with no company of the moon to shine down on me I no longer know how to rid these regrets deep inside of me I know only to keep them hidden deep, deep, in a place where no one can reach. One by one, these regrets start piling up. And keep piling until I can no longer breathe no longer see, till all I see is darkness with no company of the moo

I'll take it away by mendystar1, literature

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I'll take it away

The horrors that begin to form it's not something I would ignore It's hidden in the dark hidden in you Hidden somewhere I would never think is true. Cause you see we're one in the same we're all afraid of things we can't explain so let's take this one step at time and see where it'll take us further down the line I'm fighting a war that I'll never win So take me apart before I turn to shreds Cause you're knocking me down and spitting me out Calling me names why is this now? Cause you're afraid I'll take it away from you I can't see my way out I'm fading out It's what you're doing to me I can't even breathe The cu

Gone by mendystar1, literature

The rain.. by mendystar1, literature

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The rain..

The rain is pouring and all I hear is your voice whispering telling me, the words I've been waiting for. all this time. I want to run to you. Run and pick you up and cover you in kisses but nothing will bring us closer than this I just hope this is enough you in my arms our hair stuck to our faces the rain running down our cheeks. Careful not to break you. I bring you in. "When your heart releases, you won't fall to pieces."

A letter left behind by mendystar1, literature

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A letter left behind

Dear my beloved, Remember that night we spent, gazing at the stars? We walked by the park, took a ride down the stream, without a care. The clock struck twelve, the flowers bloomed the kisses began. The sun is coming. You left me behind Left with these feelings with nowhere to go A crash and a burn I wish I made you stay but fate took control and now I'm alone. Dear you, why did you leave?

Confession by mendystar1, literature

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Confession

My heart starts to break from the advice you give and that's all that takes for this heart to break for these tears to start I want to find the strength to tell you the things I've been hiding inside but it's somewhere down deep, in a place I can no longer reach. But I want you to understand, I want to trust you as much as you trust me I want to have the strength to say the things I've wanted to say. The strength to tell you everything's going to be okay. because it is because it will I hope one day I can find the strength to say all the things I've wanted to say When I say you standing there, I couldn't help it. I teared u

There in the dark. by mendystar1, literature

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It's time by mendystar1, literature

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It's time

Come back to me by mendystar1, literature

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Come back to me

Regrets by mendystar1, literature

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Regrets

I'll take it away by mendystar1, literature

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I'll take it away

Gone by mendystar1, literature

The rain.. by mendystar1, literature

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The rain..

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A letter left behind

Confession by mendystar1, literature

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Confession

There in the dark. by mendystar1, literature

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Has been killing me.. by mendystar1, visual art

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Canada
Deviant for 16 years
twitter.com/#!/mendystar1
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_{► Mendy ★ ◄

Interests Drawing, Graphic Design, Singing, Photography, Filming, Music. Merch person.
Admires Those who work after their dream.
Fandoms Bakuman. Kuroshitsuji. Pandora Hearts. Tsubasa Chronicles. xxxHolics. Kingdom Hearts. v.b.rose. CrossRoads. Wallflower.

TO-DO LIST
➤Black Rock Shooter
➤Drawing of Josh. lol. That would suck. (Started.)
➤Edit 15 poems that I wrote. (in the process)

Don't want it, don't get it. I hope you won't regret it.

Current Residence: In someone's mancave, stealing their guitar.
Favourite cartoon character: Toshiro Hitsugaya, Hatsuharu Sohma, Allen Walker, Sasuke Uchiha, Roxas and lots more.
Personal Quote: "If you have a problem, I find that keeping it a secret makes it so much stronger." - Josh

You'll most likely find me tweeting away on my twitter 24/7.}

Favourite Visual Artist

Natsuki Takaya - who made Fruits Basket, Tite Kubo, Arina Tanemura and many more.

Favourite Movies

FMA, Losers, Inception.

Favourite TV Shows

How I Met Your Mother.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Marianas Trench, Secret Revolution, Courage My Love, Mayday Parade etc.

Favourite Books

Tons.

Favourite Writers

Many.

Favourite Games

Kingdom Hearts I,II, COM, DAYS, BBS, Mario Kart and DDR.

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

Tools of the Trade

Laptop. Pencil. Paper. Brain. Photoshop. Illustrator.

Other Interests

Drawing, Listening to Music, Daydreaming, Collecting Things, DDR, Manga and Anime.

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mendystar1

Oct 23, 2011

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Currently, I have a week off from school so hopefully I have more time to post up some poems. Not going to lie here but.. I haven't written any new poems. I'm so sorry!! I'll try my best this week!! I might not have time because I'm going to go work at my co-op placement. Hopefully I can earn more money and get to go to more concerts. >.< I have to apply for university soon, and that means... I have to draw more!! I have to submit a portfolio with my application so I need to get inspired.. and soon! I'll probably read my old poems and hopefully cry over some happy memories. I recently watched Captain America and The Curious Case of Benjamin

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mendystar1

Sep 30, 2011

Change is good.

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I've noticed that I've only been updating my journal once a month. Sorry, about that. Not that anyone actually reads any of this. The funny thing is, I'm only on dA to post up the new poems I wrote. I never look at deviations anymore. Maybe it's the fact I watch 100 people, I just can't get through 500 messages anymore like I used to. Life has been great. I'm currently taking Co-op and I was put in a placement relating to graphic design and webpage design and promoting companies. It's quite nice. And I've been receiving band t-shirts in the mail, if you've seen on my twitter. I'm quite in love with them. <3 Funny how people could

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mendystar1

Aug 4, 2011

You guys are still with me right?

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Haha. So it's been a month since I updated this so I thought I'll update it soon before my life becomes boring once again or interesting, once school starts. I recently got the stomach flu and a fever. Painful. I hate it. I couldn't eat anything. And I went on a bike ride with my friends and got a allergic reaction to something, probably something in the forest. I have no idea, but I hated it. It's been a great month so far. School's gonna start early. I got plenty of compliments about my poems! One girl even asked me to write her a song, just the lyrics cause she says I have "talent" at writing. I'm gonna go to the Marianas Trench co