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Society's Crushing Me.I feel the pressure,
Squeezing me in
Into this perfect person
That society wants me to be.
"Don't drop out."
"Don't fail classes"
"Don't be yourself,
Cause no one will accept you
Who you are."

And I can't breathe.
I can no longer see.
Because these expectations
Are starting to kill me.

Those words are like poison,
Working its way through the years.
No one's noticed
And nor have I
Until the effects started to appear.

The dead feeling,
The tired eyes.
The nightmares that keep you
From sleeping at night.

Those pictures you get in your head,
Whenever you want to scream.
Those times when you wanted a shoulder to cry on,
Bu

Breaking FreeIn a crowded room.
No air to breathe.
No signs of sleep.
No room to dream.

A dice has been cast.
This is now your fate.
Until the clock strikes twelve.
Can you elevate.

To the big open sky.
Let your wings spread wide.
Break apart these chains.
That held your lies.

The words that force you
to be someone you're not.
Those expectations
that filled your thoughts.

It's now midnight.
The night air's filled with warmth.
And you take your first step.
The first of many.
With no chains holding you down.
With no voices, making you drown.

Now show the world what you're made of.

My ObsessionI'm obsessed with the future, not in the sense of making plans.
More in the sense of drowning myself in it.
I started thinking of the future when I was 10 years old.
Everyone probably thought of where they wanted to go, or what they wanted to do in life.
Me?
I go beyond that.
Beyond the education, beyond the soul searching, beyond the family and how many kids I'll have.
I saw myself, my parents, in a hospital bed, in the ground, never to be seen again.
And that's when I'm disappear.
I'm somewhere dark, somewhere I can't breathe.
I don't want to be here, I just want to stay in this moment, forever.
With everyone I love, alive, ha

The futureI started out my day
filled with hopes.
And slowly, it died.

My heart slowly wrapped in thorns.
My future once bright, turned gray.

The future is scary.
The future is my hope.
But I'm scared all the same.

My heart skips a beat.
My mind clears.
My eyes see darkness.
And I hear nothing.

I feel the cold dirt all around me.
As I vision my future.
Dark.
Cold.
Alone.

And that's when I wished
from the bottom of my heart
That I was never
born.

The eye of the stormThe storm,
it passes by
but I still see
it in your eyes and you're
waiting for someone
to come to the
eye of the storm.

You're stuck
in a box.
No room to dream.
I'll come and rescue you
and head for the sea
I'll be by your side.
You don't have to ask.
let's wait together for
this storm to pass.

But you're constantly distracted
by what's going on.
You don't see the beauty
of this world or beyond.

You're struggling
in a race against time.
And those thoughts you've kept hidden,
devours your mind.

I bring with me,
the gentle rain
hoping to calm
this hurricane.
Eating your heart,
bit by bit
so
Come with me,
to

You're everything to meYou were always there for me.
Everywhere yet,
not here.

You sang me to sleep,
leaving me in a blank state.
You caused me to smile
always with me, it's fate.
You allowed me to cry
with things I could relate,
to me you're my
everything.

You treat others,
the same way you treat me.
At times I'm jealous
and others I'm relieved.
And at times I feel,
you were made just for me.

To share that message.
To share those feelings,
making me feel like I'm not alone.
That there's someone else out there
that feels this pain,
this happiness,
this sadness,
this emptiness.

Thank you,
for being there.
For being everywhere.
For allowi

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Tsubasa Andouby ~mendystar1

Fan Art / Manga & Anime / Traditional / Books & Novels

This is Tsubasa Senpai from Gakuen Alice.
He has the Alice of "Shadow Manipulation" like Shikamaru from Naruto. HA!
He first shows up in Volume 2 and meets Mikan Sakura.
This picture takes place when he's in the tree just woken up from his sleep by shouts made from Mikan, Natsume and some seniors.

In the picture he's holding his hat but I didn't bother drawing a hand or an arm so whhatever.
To me he looks like Hotaru in my picture (Get Hit)
I don't mean he looks like a girl...just in my picture. (Gets Punched)
OW! That HURT!

-runs at light speed.-

~babymama90 Sep 11, 2008

I looked up his character just now and he is H-O-T!!! You know sexy

This drawing needs a bit of work but it's not really that bad. His face is just a little fat, and I think you should make his eyes bigger. I'm no expert, so you don't have to trust my judgement, but that's just what I think from looking at the real him and this drawing.

~mendystar1 Sep 12, 2008 Hobbyist General Artist

I know isn't he? He's so cool! xDD. I really liked my drawing of Andou with his hat. xDD. Don't worry. No one is an expert at everything. >.< Thanks for the advice. <3

~babymama90 Sep 13, 2008

Your welcome, I'm happy to help anyway I can. I think I have a new fav anime boy character, hehe.

~mendystar1 Sep 13, 2008 Hobbyist General Artist

xDD. I have many anime boy favs. >.< Too many...And I can't draw them at all.

~babymama90 Sep 14, 2008

I have a lot of anime boy favs too! And I can't draw one of them -_-

~mendystar1 Sep 14, 2008 Hobbyist General Artist

I can't draw Hatsuharu from Fruits Basket. I drew Natsume and Tsubasa from Gakuen Alice already...I drew Naruto and Sasuke looks weird. xDD. I still have tons more.

~babymama90 Sep 14, 2008

That's cool

~mendystar1 Sep 15, 2008 Hobbyist General Artist

Yea..xP

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