Which side will I choose?

I kept my feelings inside
these walls.
Never to let them out.
These walls so high.
The sun won't shine.
It's always dark, I know.

These walls
surrounding my heart,
never letting anyone in.
But I want to break it down.
Until it's gone.
And fall so in love again.

But that can't happen.
Never can let it happen.
I'm on the line.
Between the good and the bad.
Which side will I choose?

Will I even
get to
choose.

To fall in love
or
To fall apart.

Which side will I choose?