mendystar1

I am only a pigment, a line, a stroke, in the grand scheme of things. But you are the light that touches, that highlights and contrasts the dark. You are the subject, the context, the background story of the masterpiece itself. I am only the medium that is used to paint your brilliance. Cover me. Spill the colors. Until I am filled with brilliance and wonder.

It's time to bring to light the problems we tried so hard to hide It's time to admit to the wrongs and to remember the rights and it's time for the regretters to stop regretting and for the haters to stop hating "It's a dangerous place out there" they said but it's only dangerous because we made it to be We filled society with ideals things they need to be bringing people to their weakest state And we try we try to rid of our ways but not enough Not enough

It hurts when I see a picture of you because a picture isn't enough it can't contain your beauty not an ounce of what you're worth Videos are better, they show you living breathing laughing the way you were the way you stared at me as you whispered our 'always' how the quiet never seemed so loud how my heart hurt every time I thought of you I wish I can paint you, the way you appear to me so you can see your beauty and all you're worth If only I could bring the stars together and spell your name so everyone would know how much you mean to me To have you with me for one more day To hear your voice see the tears in your

I sometimes feel like I've picked the wrong path. Like I should have taken a right instead of a left or I should have went forward instead of back One by one, these regrets start piling up. And keep piling until I can no longer breathe no longer see till all I see is darkness with no company of the moon to shine down on me I no longer know how to rid these regrets deep inside of me I know only to keep them hidden deep, deep, in a place where no one can reach. One by one, these regrets start piling up. And keep piling until I can no longer breathe no longer see, till all I see is darkness with no company of the moo

The horrors that begin to form it's not something I would ignore It's hidden in the dark hidden in you Hidden somewhere I would never think is true. Cause you see we're one in the same we're all afraid of things we can't explain so let's take this one step at time and see where it'll take us further down the line I'm fighting a war that I'll never win So take me apart before I turn to shreds Cause you're knocking me down and spitting me out Calling me names why is this now? Cause you're afraid I'll take it away from you I can't see my way out I'm fading out It's what you're doing to me I can't even breathe The cu

I feel lost that the ground has swallowed me up leaving nothing but a shell. There's a ringing in my ear a noise I cannot place. What is it that you want? I want it to stop I want this to stop I want to close my eyes and feel the darkness take over. I'm too tired too tired to fight to fight back and win so I'll just lay back and let it take over. Goodbye.

The rain is pouring and all I hear is your voice whispering telling me, the words I've been waiting for. all this time. I want to run to you. Run and pick you up and cover you in kisses but nothing will bring us closer than this I just hope this is enough you in my arms our hair stuck to our faces the rain running down our cheeks. Careful not to break you. I bring you in. "When your heart releases, you won't fall to pieces."

Dear my beloved, Remember that night we spent, gazing at the stars? We walked by the park, took a ride down the stream, without a care. The clock struck twelve, the flowers bloomed the kisses began. The sun is coming. You left me behind Left with these feelings with nowhere to go A crash and a burn I wish I made you stay but fate took control and now I'm alone. Dear you, why did you leave?

My heart starts to break from the advice you give and that's all that takes for this heart to break for these tears to start I want to find the strength to tell you the things I've been hiding inside but it's somewhere down deep, in a place I can no longer reach. But I want you to understand, I want to trust you as much as you trust me I want to have the strength to say the things I've wanted to say. The strength to tell you everything's going to be okay. because it is because it will I hope one day I can find the strength to say all the things I've wanted to say When I say you standing there, I couldn't help it. I teared u

The darkest of nights, with only a light to show you the way. There on the street, lays a boy with his feet, twisted in such a weird way There's blood on the floor, let me show you the door so you can go on your way There's nothing to see here That's not you over there so go home and go away.